The Feeling of Grief

Have you ever grieved the ones alive?

Have you ever wished to be more than what you were, so you could be worthy of your past?

You ran away multiple times, and with each escape, you took a piece of her trust.

Of course, her love is still in front of you, but you have failed way too many times. Perhaps, in another lifetime, but for now, rest...

But you want to be foolish one more time. Make them question your sanity.

Why can’t you just leave for once?! Why can’t you let her heal? Heal away from you, and then learn what a life looks like without your jokes echoing through her days.

Why is it so hard to enter the graveyard of her heart? Why are you so scared of being just a memory?

Are you really in love with her, or are you just in love with the feeling of being loved?

It is not fair to her and the ones who have to pick the pieces every time you break her.

You want to go and leave her in peace, but the idea of being just a memory in her story is frightening.